Something happened, and part of you is still living with it. That is what trauma tends to do. It shows up in your thoughts, your sleep, your mood, your body and the way you are with the people closest to you, sometimes years after the event itself is over.
Accredited therapists in Ireland can work with trauma, post-traumatic stress and related difficulties over secure video, so you can talk from home or anywhere private enough. No waiting room, no drive across the county. People all over the country attend this way, including many who live nowhere near a specialist service.